In this skype conversation she wanted to go back working as a Freelance Girl. This is where, I am so blinded by love that I wanted to change her way of life for the better. This where I am now in her hands!
[09/04/2011 14:29:26] ruth godinez: babalik ako sa work ko dati..kung mahal mo ako dapat maintindihan mo yon
( I am going back to the same job, I had before. If you love me you will understand. )
[09/04/2011 14:29:47] General_JW: Please don't go back to the same work!
[09/04/2011 14:29:53] General_JW: I beg you.
[09/04/2011 14:30:14] ruth godinez: kailangan ko matulungan c mama..alam ko matagal ko na sila d pinapansin.panahon na para maayos na problema ko
( I need to help my mother, because its been a a while since I kept in contact with her. It is time for me sort out my problem. )
[09/04/2011 14:30:36] General_JW: Please don't be angry at me.
[09/04/2011 14:31:01] General_JW: I beg you not to go back to the same work you had before.
[09/04/2011 14:31:12] ruth godinez: ayokong mag isa,,pakiramdam ko ako lang mag isa dito sa mundo
( I donâ€™t want to be alone, I feel like, I am alone in this world. )
[09/04/2011 14:31:32] ruth godinez: madrama ba masyado
( Is too dramatic? )
[09/04/2011 14:31:33] ruth godinez: ?
[09/04/2011 14:31:36] General_JW: Hindi ka nagiisa, nandito ko.
( You are not alone, I am here for you. )
[09/04/2011 14:31:46] ruth godinez: pasensya kana yon ang feel ko e
( Please pardon me, but that is how I feel. )
[09/04/2011 14:32:02] General_JW: Oo mdrama ko, dahil mahal mahal kita
( Yes. Iâ€™m dramatic, because I love you. )
[09/04/2011 14:32:15] General_JW: Hello, nasaan kana?
( Where did you go? )
[09/04/2011 14:32:41] ruth godinez: nag extend lang ako half hour
( I extended for another 30 minutes. )
[09/04/2011 14:32:55] General_JW: Pero, ayaw kitang bumalik sa ganoong trabaho.
( But, I donâ€™t want you to go back to that kind of work! )
[09/04/2011 14:33:27] General_JW: Dahil masyadong delikado ang ganoong trabaho.
( Because it is too dangerous, that kind of work. )
[09/04/2011 14:33:50] ruth godinez: no choise na ako..sorry..sana maintindihan mo ako plssssssssss
( I have no choice, I hope you understand me, please! )
[09/04/2011 14:34:06] General_JW: You still have a choice.
[09/04/2011 14:34:21] General_JW: There are other forms of work, honest work.
[09/04/2011 14:34:35] General_JW: Galit ka pa ba sa akin?
( Are you still angry with me? )
[09/04/2011 14:35:20] ruth godinez: wala na nga ako mahanapan ng ibang work now..meron pero katulong.ayoko naman maging maid noh
( I canâ€™t find other forms of employment, I donâ€™t want to be a maid! )
[09/04/2011 14:35:48] General_JW: I don't know what to say?
[09/04/2011 14:36:03] General_JW: Bakit walalng sound?
( How comes there is no sound? )
[09/04/2011 14:36:17] General_JW: Galit ka pa ba sa akin?
( Are you still angry with me? )
[09/04/2011 14:36:25] General_JW:
[09/04/2011 14:36:30] General_JW:
[09/04/2011 14:36:46] ruth godinez: dna ok na ako...naguguluhan lang ako..
( Iâ€™m ok now. Iâ€™m confused! )
[09/04/2011 14:37:08] General_JW: Bakit ka naguguluhan?
( Why are you confused? )
[09/04/2011 14:37:19] ruth godinez: parang napakahaba ng panahon na hihintayin ko para makasama ka
( It seems like time is taking too long, me waiting for you, so I can be with you. )
[09/04/2011 14:37:54] ruth godinez: pero maghihintay parin ako..pangako ko yan sayo
( But, I will still wait for you, I promise you. )
[09/04/2011 14:38:00] General_JW: Gusto mo ba umuwi na ako dyan sa isan lingo.
( Do you want me to go back there next week? )
[09/04/2011 14:38:43] ruth godinez: gusto ko lang maintindihan mo..alam ko dilikado yong work ko.pero kakayanin ko para samen mag ina
( I just want you to understand, I know my line of work is dangerous, but I will persevere for me and my child. )
[09/04/2011 14:38:59] ruth godinez: talaga?
( Really? )
[09/04/2011 14:39:37] ruth godinez: talaga uuwi ka dito nextweek?
( Really! You will come back here next week? )
[09/04/2011 14:39:41] General_JW: Gusto mo bang umuwi na ako dyan, next week o sa katapusan nang april?
( Do you want me to go back there next week or at the end of April? )
[09/04/2011 14:40:02] General_JW: Bakit ka tumatawa?
( Why are you laughing? )
[09/04/2011 14:40:04] ruth godinez: sempre naman
( Of Course )
[09/04/2011 14:40:30] ruth godinez: gustong gusto ko..kung d ba makakasira sa work mo jan e
( I want you to, but will it ruin your employment over there? )
[09/04/2011 14:40:52] ruth godinez: pero kung uuwi ka lang dahil sa mga nasabi ko now..wag nalang
( But if your coming back, because you just said it, donâ€™t worry. )
[09/04/2011 14:41:05] General_JW: Kung pwede ka ulit mag online sa lunes next week 2pm nang hapon.
( Can you possibly go online again on Monday, next week at 2pm in the afternoon? )
[09/04/2011 14:41:50] General_JW: Uuwi ako dyan dahil para, hindi mo lalong masira ang buhay mo sa ganoong trabaho.
( I want to go back there, so you wonâ€™t destroy your life working in that kind of job! )
[09/04/2011 14:42:04] ruth godinez: papasok na ako tom..cge try ka ng monday kasi dapat maaga ako alis dito papuntang Makati
( I will go back to work tomorrow. Ok, I will try on Monday, because I need to leave early for Makati. )
[09/04/2011 14:42:42] ruth godinez: cge mag online ako monday 1pm here, ok lang ba?
( Ok, I will go online on Monday at 1pm, is that ok? )
[09/04/2011 14:42:49] General_JW: Oo pag umalis ako dito sa end nang April, masisira ang aking trabaho at buhay.
( Yes. If I do leave at the end of April it will ruin my job and life. )
[09/04/2011 14:43:15] General_JW: Please huwag ka nang pumasok sa ganoong trabaho?
( Please donâ€™t go back to that kind of work? )
[09/04/2011 14:43:39] General_JW: I will risk my life just for you!
[09/04/2011 14:43:40] ruth godinez: ayoko naman ng ganon masisira ka ng dahil saken..nahuhulog na kasi loob ko sayo..namiss lang kita
( I donâ€™t want your life to be ruin because of me, I am falling for you, I just miss you. )
[09/04/2011 14:44:11] General_JW: I also miss you so much! That I just want to be you now!
[09/04/2011 14:44:54] General_JW: Please kapag pumasok ka bukas, sisirain mo ang loob ko!
( Please if you go back to that kind of work it will hurt my feelings. )
[09/04/2011 14:45:42] General_JW: Mahal na mahal kita! I just couldn't bear the thought, your spending tiime with other men!
( I love you! I just couldn't bear the thought, your spending tiime with other men! )
[09/04/2011 14:47:11] General_JW: Tinanggap kita, kahit alam ko ang nakaraan mo, pero kong babalik ka doon sa ganoong trabaho, para mo na akong sinaksak sa puso!
( I accepted you, even I knew of your past, but your going back to that kind of job, itâ€™s like you stabbed me in the heart. )
[09/04/2011 14:47:42] ruth godinez: sorry [fto11]..nakapagpasya na ako..kailangan namin mabuhay ng anak ko at makakain sa tamang ors..ayoko ng puro lugaw nalang kinakain namin dahil lang sa pagtitiis
( Sorry [fto11] I have decided, we need it so my kid can live and eat at the right time, I canâ€™t eat porridge all the time, I donâ€™t want to just be patient all the time. )
[09/04/2011 14:48:21] ruth godinez: mahal na mahal kita kaya ako umalis sa work ko..pero sana sa pagbalik ko sa work ko ay mahalin mo pa ako
( I love you so much, that is why, I left that kind of work before. But on my return to work, i hope you will still love me. )
[09/04/2011 14:48:42] General_JW: Kung matuluggan kita, do you still have to go back to that kind of work?
( If, I can help you? Do you still have to go back to that kind of work? )
[09/04/2011 14:49:38] ruth godinez: ayoko na lagi nalang ako sayo aasa..
( I donâ€™t want to rely on you, all the time. )
[09/04/2011 14:50:16] General_JW: Kapag bumalik ka sa ganoong trabaho, ay sisirain mo ang pagkatao mo at sisirain mo ko.
( If you go back, to that kind of job, you will ruin yourself and me! )
[09/04/2011 14:50:22] ruth godinez: alam ko na naghihirap ka din jan..hayaan mo din na maghirap ako dito para samin mag ina
( I know your having a hard time over there, let me also have a hard time here for me and my kid. )
[09/04/2011 14:50:42] General_JW: Ano ang nangyari doon sa ibabayad sau nang tita mo?
( What happened to the money that your Aunt owed to you? )
[09/04/2011 14:51:13] ruth godinez: plssssssssss pumayag kana..wag na natin pahabain pa ng usapan na to
( Please gve me permission, donâ€™t make this conversation too long. )
[09/04/2011 14:51:24] General_JW: Naghihirap ako para sa iyo. Dahil ikaw lang ang Mahal ko.
( I am having a hard time, coz your the only one I love. )
[09/04/2011 14:52:02] ruth godinez: d pa sya nagbabayad puro paasa..inaway ko nga kanina sinabihan ko makapal ang mukha
( She still havenâ€™t paid, always asking, I had an argument with her earlier, I told her she has no shame. )
[09/04/2011 14:52:16] General_JW: Babalik na ako dyan sa Mayo.
( Iâ€™ll fly back in May. )
[09/04/2011 14:52:42] ruth godinez: hindi pa daw sya nakapag renew
( She still havenâ€™t renewed. )
[09/04/2011 14:53:37] ruth godinez: umuwi ka lang dito kung yon ang tama..pero kung d naman wag ka umuwi..maghihimtay ako sau till dec
( Just come back when itâ€™s the right time, but if itâ€™s not? Then donâ€™t. Iâ€™ll wait for you till December.)
[09/04/2011 14:53:51] General_JW: I love you so much, that my heart hurts to know you want to go back to becoming that knd of person again!
[09/04/2011 14:54:16] General_JW: Ayaw kitang bumalik sa ganoong trabaho!
( I donâ€™t want you to go back to that kind of job! )
[09/04/2011 14:54:42] ruth godinez: i still love u..kahit bumalik ako don..d kita ipagpapalit sa iba
( I still love you, even if I go back there, I wonâ€™t exchange you for anyone else. )
[09/04/2011 14:54:58] General_JW: Isipin mo ang buhay mo, kung ikaw ay napatay, isipin mo ang anak mo, kapag nawala ka.
( Think about your life! If you get killed, think about your kid, if you are gone! )
[09/04/2011 14:55:22] ruth godinez: malapit na time ko 10minutes nalang ako diyo
( Itâ€™s almost time, only 10 minutes left. )
[09/04/2011 14:55:31] General_JW: I love you.
[09/04/2011 14:55:34] ruth godinez: 10 minutes nalang ako ditto
( Iâ€™ve only got 10 minutes left, here. )
[09/04/2011 14:55:43] ruth godinez: i love u also
[09/04/2011 14:56:02] ruth godinez: bahala na ang dios
( Letâ€™s leave it to God. )